Category: Depression

I tend to wonder if I am doomed for life with this sufferable condition of mine. I am rarely ever stable, even when it does happen that I am stable, it only lasts for two weeks to one month maximum. I do have to acknowledge that my stability occurs more often this year, however, I…

I often ask myself if it all means anything, if I will ever amount to anything. I presume we are all on this Earth with a purpose, at least we like to think so, because if we are placed on this Earth with a purpose, with a meaning then that helps us cope with existence.…

If there is a deadline that sets out when you are going to die, how are you going to live the rest of your life? If that was the case for me, I would much prefer to not live as though I am dying and live my life to the fullest until the end. A…

I am starting to feel hopeless once again, for sure the crash from mania is finally hitting me. Thoughts of death swarm over me, draining and exhausting me. For certain, I am not living, rather I am surviving in my suffering. My shoulders and chest feel heavy and the world is more grey and dull,…