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A little bit more just to get another feel of that manic ‘high’
Perhaps a big problem I struggle with is my identity crisis. Frankly, I don’t know who I am and I will never know who I…
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What held myself back was me
I often ask myself if it all means anything, if I will ever amount to anything. I presume we are all on this Earth with…
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Everything I did, I did for the sake of pleasing art
It has been two years since I graduated from art school. After graduating with a BA in Fine Arts in 2023, it was not long…
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How can I not think this is happiness when I can do everything I want?
I believe that the definition of happiness is relative and differs from person to person. Everybody has their definition and meaning of what happiness is…
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There is no art without love, and there is no love without art
Everything in my life has led me to this path as an artist. For me, being an artist is not merely a matter of a…
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I am losing myself to my psychosis
Life has been different since I attempted to take my life three months ago. My attempt to take my life led me to finding myself…
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I spent my entire life chasing after death
I have always dreaded my birthday and the prospect of turning one year older. For my whole life, I have always seen birthdays as a…
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This world is a simulation controlled by a deity
To surrender myself to my disorder is to surrender myself, to the deity that is above me. For I know surrendering to my mental health…
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I am a stranger to planet Earth
I have always viewed human connection as bizarre. A question I tend to ask myself since I was a child is how do humans connect…
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I know that this is all an illusion
Compared to the times I wake up regularly, I woke up relatively early today, feeling somewhat content and energised. From the outside, it seemed like…