Category: Mania
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A little bit more just to get another feel of that manic ‘high’
Perhaps a big problem I struggle with is my identity crisis. Frankly, I don’t know who I am and I will never know who I am. Regardless of how many pictures I take of myself, whether I stare at myself in the mirror for hours endlong trying to figure out the person staring at me…
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This world is a simulation controlled by a deity
To surrender myself to my disorder is to surrender myself, to the deity that is above me. For I know surrendering to my mental health condition is to surrender to God. I like to think it is my calling. I am protesting at the moment, protesting against sleep because sleep is a concept created by…
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I am a stranger to planet Earth
I have always viewed human connection as bizarre. A question I tend to ask myself since I was a child is how do humans connect with one another? Now I think about my behaviour in my childhood and teenage years, I was the weird kid growing up who didn’t know how to fit in. Therefore,…
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I know that this is all an illusion
Compared to the times I wake up regularly, I woke up relatively early today, feeling somewhat content and energised. From the outside, it seemed like a normal day. I hung out with my friends at a café, dyed my hair a pretty pink and later in the evening, I made sushi with my best friend,…